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I am sorry my friends, I have some bad news, but as of tomorrow i might not be online, for a while, hopefully no longer then a week or two.
As of last night, I have started getting really jumpy, nervous, hearing things, voices screaming at me that aren't there, waking me out of a dead sleep. Panicing every time i hear any kind of bump or bang, I have started freaking out over every little noise, and it makes me run upstairs in a panic, checking on EVERYTHING and EVERYONE.
I heard ym mothers voice today scream at me, at noon as if she was right outside my bedroom door, but she wasn't she was at work.
this ontop of my depression has made me make the choice, of tomorrow morning, if i am still like this, I will be taking myself to the hospital, and getting checked out. so if they decide to put me in a mental hospital for a bit for evaluation and things, it is by my choice that i went.
So please everyone, i won't be around for a while and im sorry if i am not there to answer you at all after tomorrow.
As of last night, I have started getting really jumpy, nervous, hearing things, voices screaming at me that aren't there, waking me out of a dead sleep. Panicing every time i hear any kind of bump or bang, I have started freaking out over every little noise, and it makes me run upstairs in a panic, checking on EVERYTHING and EVERYONE.
I heard ym mothers voice today scream at me, at noon as if she was right outside my bedroom door, but she wasn't she was at work.
this ontop of my depression has made me make the choice, of tomorrow morning, if i am still like this, I will be taking myself to the hospital, and getting checked out. so if they decide to put me in a mental hospital for a bit for evaluation and things, it is by my choice that i went.
So please everyone, i won't be around for a while and im sorry if i am not there to answer you at all after tomorrow.
Art Updates and MASSIVE CHANGES
First off I have been working on art a lot lately but the problem is it is all too NSFW for DA's rules, and as of Saturday October 25, 2019 all of my NSFW art will be gone from this account and moved to a new account since I have been informed it might be better to separate my art so from here on out All NSFW art will no longer be here.
ALL 18+ MATERIAL SHALL BE HERE AT DeviantArt.com/shuyinKnsfw
NSFW art includes:
-Nudity
-cursing
-violence
-sexual jokes/content
-pinups
-blood
-skimpy outfits.
2019 Art and Updates
So thanks to some generous people and my efforts at college I have a new tablet, my computer is fully paid off and I can get back to doing all the arts I want and need to.
so with updates and things coming at a better rate now, here is my permanent schedule from now on.
mon-thurs. Mornings: College, 1-5pm College work (if done Early will be working on art), 5-11pm FFXIV or BlazBlue
Friday: Artwork, D&D
Saturday D&D
Sunday RELAX DAY
and once every 2 weeks I will be accepting one single char Request to help me get my skills back into place for art and streaming.
Request Open
1.
Halloween (need your Opinions and Ideas)
I am thinking of doing a picture or two this weekend, though I won't be able to fully post them here, using my Vampire Queen Zyronia (Zyra), maybe Palemoon, and MAYBE Rumiko but the thing is What should I do with them, So I am asking you my followers and watchers, in the Comments of this journal drop ideas of what I could do for Halloween for these three characters.
Decission
I have come to a decision, I am done, Save what you want, otherwise this is gonna be gone soon. I have too much on my mind, I can no longer come up with ideas for my own drawings and I am constantly being told my art sucks to much for anyone to care for, so I am just gonna stop. If I do draw anything it won't be posted anyway since there is no point to it.
I am going to go focus on studying for my classes.
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:c Feel better soon.