I am sorry my friends, I have some bad news, but as of tomorrow i might not be online, for a while, hopefully no longer then a week or two.
As of last night, I have started getting really jumpy, nervous, hearing things, voices screaming at me that aren't there, waking me out of a dead sleep. Panicing every time i hear any kind of bump or bang, I have started freaking out over every little noise, and it makes me run upstairs in a panic, checking on EVERYTHING and EVERYONE.
I heard ym mothers voice today scream at me, at noon as if she was right outside my bedroom door, but she wasn't she was at work.
this ontop of my depression has made me make the choice, of tomorrow morning, if i am still like this, I will be taking myself to the hospital, and getting checked out. so if they decide to put me in a mental hospital for a bit for evaluation and things, it is by my choice that i went.
So please everyone, i won't be around for a while and im sorry if i am not there to answer you at all after tomorrow.